Hush

Thanks

2012-02-01T22:39:00.001+08:00

for making my day haha I guess I'm lucky as hell

and even though we keep telling ourselves it's okay and it doesn't matter

2012-02-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

doesn't change the fact that we're not part of the magic.

Jay Two

2012-01-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

haha and we've been J2s for almost two weeks now it seems really insane that the most important test of our lives is only 10 months away. and from now till then there's still so many other. perhaps not as important on paper. but then again if everything was determined by on the paper statistics there'll never be the underdog returning in triumph or the rags to riches story. by extrapolation of past results i guess.

and to a certain extent i'm glad that the school has made certain choices for me and forced me out of certain programs so that i can focus on studies. Being consistent isnt easy at all and sometimes i just feel that its so damn pointless. But i think for the first time in my life i understand (kinda) what it means by being stressed out cause of academics. it was never really in the equations of things for me i guess. my life consisted of projects and cca and whatnot. which isnt a bad thing. i grew a lot and had tons of fun. but then now i'm just looking at the bleak one year ahead and i'm just going shit dude i better buck the hell up.

starting with chemistry. and math. the two of my shittiest subjects. miracles do happen though. haha in my case i hope it won't take a miracle but more of like a gradual process. where i overcome my fear of chem and math and start doing well. So that at least i won't be in the list of failures in time to come. and perhaps, maybe i can just get that A i need in my As. yeah it sounds like some overachieving bs but then when it hits you that half of your batchmates have average Bs and Cs, enjoying a relatively less stressful period, you start to think what the hell have i been up to seriously?

It's just down to discipline and mindsets now i guess. If i can go for runs and push myself to do unnecessary painful stuff like individual PT and what not. I can do this. First target, CT1.

A Team - Ed Sheeran2011-12-16T21:56:00.001+08:00
White lips, pale faceBreathing in snowflakesBurnt lungs, sour tasteLight's gone, day's endStruggling to pay rentLong nights, strange men
And they sayShe's in the Class A TeamStuck in her daydreamBeen this way since 18But lately her face seemsSlowly sinking, wastingCrumbling like pastriesAnd they screamThe worst things in life come free to usCos we're just under the upperhandAnd go mad for a couple of gramsAnd she don't want to go outside tonightAnd in a pipe she flies to the MotherlandOr sells love to another manIt's too cold outsideFor angels to flyAngels to fly
Ripped gloves, raincoatTried to swim and stay afloatDry house, wet clothesLoose change, bank notesWeary-eyed, dry throatCall girl, no phone
And they sayShe's in the Class A TeamStuck in her daydreamBeen this way since 18But lately her face seemsSlowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastriesAnd they screamThe worst things in life come free to usCos we're just under the upperhandAnd go mad for a couple of gramsAnd she don't want to go outside tonightAnd in a pipe she flies to the MotherlandOr sells love to another manIt's too cold outsideFor angels to flyAn angel will dieCovered in whiteClosed eyeAnd hoping for a better lifeThis time, we'll fade out tonightStraight down the line
And they sayShe's in the Class A TeamStuck in her daydreamBeen this way since 18But lately her face seemsSlowly sinking, wastingCrumbling like pastries
They screamThe worst things in life come free to usAnd we're all under the upperhandGo mad for a couple of gramsAnd we don't want to go outside tonightAnd in a pipe we fly to the MotherlandOr sell love to another manIt's too cold outsideFor angels to flyAngels to flyTo fly, flyAngels to fly,To fly, to flyFor angels to die

2011-09-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

why the hell do we work so damn hard and to create something greater than ourselves. when eventually. you lose the basic, fundamental premise that got you started in the first place.

I don't believe it.

2011-08-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

havent posted since interJCs haha which we won heh. but even that seems so long ago yucks. hehh things have been awesome and shitty since then. like obviously my studies are like in the gutters but i guess you can say i'm having fun lah. Just really hope that i'll get through to be part of Oteam like seriously. its just that i havent really been the most consistent or most hardworking kind in terms of studies so i'm starting to get a little bit worried haha hopefully its not too late lah 33 more days let's do this

WElfARE WELFARE (: Teacher's Day celebrations in just a bit can't wait haha a little scared for concert tho i really hope it turns out fine.

I don't care

2011-07-07T00:19:00.004+08:00

WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOU'RE FROM OR WHAT YOUR NAME IS.

cause after i've burned you, skied you, layout-Ded you and crushed you

you will know who I am.

We are Raffles Ultimate.

It's time to step up

2011-07-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ultimate is the one reason that brought us all together. with one aim. to win interJC no matter what.

Starting from today.
We must believe in ourselves and in each other. We must defy all those who dare to doubt us. We must make people scared of us. We must make people remember us. We must put our bodies on the line for each other. We must put in 100% intensity no matter who we're playing. We must go for every disc and make them hesitate. We must not be lazy. We must start acting like winners. We must know that the title is ours to take. We must show them we are the best.

Because, starting from today, we will write our own fairytale. And all fairy tales start with a belief.

Week 2 of June Hols

2011-06-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

was pretty rollercoaster-like haha like at the start it was PW all the way yeahh like 4 days of PW not fun okay and then in the end the pw teacher had to go overseas so now everything's stalled yucks. and then there were trainings on monday and wednesday and friendlies (four!) on friday and saturday against like SP, HC, DK Girls and SIM haha pretty much got trashed in the SP and SIM games and then played decently against HC and DK.

SP game was the worst tho cause we just kept dropping and then there was a random non-grass patch in the middle of the pitch which made it hard to sprint. but yeah i think we took a long long while to settle into the game which explains how we only started scoring towards the end. But the game ended damn fast like when it ended i wasnt even too tired heh and no it's not cause i played damn hard. so yeahh heh.

HC game started off pretty shaky tho like we dropped a few points at the start and then we were trading points sua chin and ervin went crazy lah damn angsty haha clement also, stall count until damn loud heh. But it's good lah really it's the kind of fire and spirit we need to put into our games cause after that we just started streaking so that was good. but still a lot of unnecessary turnovers heh and no more time alrdy shucks CTs WHY YOU SO NEAR MY SEASON.

DK girls were okay they're super good for girls as in they could match us physically most of the time and their break-mark hucks were super dangerous. But yeah managed to play it out in the end was damn blur for one point cause wynnie and i were assigned the same mark so ended up running off to find another mark yucks yucks.

SIM was really pretty good like relatively little turnovers and all of the were pretty fit like can savage us till we dying like that. but yeah they were v nice to us and even gave us tips on how to improve.

WE'RE GONNA WIN INTERJC NO MATTER WHAT.
before that got cts haha need to focus yucks

CCAL CAMP and what not

2011-06-05T04:31:00.000+08:00

haha first week of june hols just flew past like that woahh shucks it's really crazily fast paced hehh.

ccal camp was damn freaking awesome haha like some 4 day 3 night lepak camp woohoo. basically went to bintan and high for 4 days hahahahah i rmb on monday we met up at AHH then steph was like WHY AM I THE ONLY GIRL IN THE GROUP O.o haha yeah that's right 12 guys 1 girl haha but she's counted as a guy lah BAND OF BROTHERS MUCH (:

Day one was just traveling on the ferry and stuff ohh man reaching bintan was really fun haha just slept/partied on the way over haha rmb taking out my big bag of biscuits and realizing half of them were crushed lolol. haha then after that had lunch set up tents (the easy OBS kinds) and like lepakkkkkk hahaha. i think that was my first encounter with SUGAR BISCUITS and MILO hahahaha super duper nice lah like kong guan sugar biscuits in mega huge tins woohoo our batch finished 14 tins by the end of camp hehh just saying xD

Day 2 was dragon boating which was pretty fun haha got damn black heh we did some super interesting stuff like splitting the boat into two and paddling against each other (damn tiring, yeah infighting sucks) rowing alone (sucks too) haha rowing together (AWESOMEEE) and winning all the other boats haha (bonus xD) then after that we lepaked at the resort ohh shucks it's such a nice place like the breeze and everything was super perfect haha. After that we had trekking! which was damn fun hahaha we just bashed through the forest haha for me IN SHORTS xD quite fun haha really just bashed through like pure jungle and stuff damn fun (:

Day 3 was rafting and re foresting haha which was super fun hehh like building a raft out of bamboo poles and rafia and barrels which sank on the first try but WE NEVER GAVE UP woohoo and we floated like a considerable distance xD then after that we formed some floating circle and like sang my body lies over the ocean (you can guess what tune that was sang to cant you) then we had like lepak time again haha got buried in sand camwhored like mad xD then after that was reforesting which was pretty cool like we took these mangrove saplings from this village and then took pong pongs (these really loud motor sampans) to the mangrove forest and planted them there haha. The water was freaking clear hehh super nice. and then we had a mud war after that hehh got owned by everyone lolol. yup then went back for final night which was crazy haha food was awesome cam whored again hehh shucks the whole camp was just super lepak and high lah haha super fun

Day 4 was just the trip back quite sad BACK TO REALITY haha life sucks hehh but we were high on the bus haha all the party songs and songs from like the 90s hehh quite cool lah. then back in singapore just crashed and died then like rush rush rushed for yongx's not so surprise birthday party hahaha so awesome hehh but damn shagged lah wei han's seriously damn respect manz. heh

Week 9

2011-05-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

This week was insane lah.

monday had invest rehearsals till like 10 or something then reached home super late kena owned by parents hehh they were saying how the council teachers said everything should end latest 8. Which i guess didnt quite happen lah >< but it was not bad i guess.

tuesday was my first ever Weldare D meeting haha and the first meeting i've chaired on that large a scale. So first we bought lunch and all then went to v lee's house WHICH IS DAMN BIG haha come on lah it's in seethor's estate all the rich kids there one. haha and then like discussed abt directions roles events ideas etc etc but it was productive and fun lah hahaha ONE HOUR camwhoring im dead no need to be guy alrdy shucks. the girls call me mummy somemore ggxx.

wed was INVEST haha quite cool lah but then ppl say i put on the damn step face haha hao lian ttm xD but no please that's my serious face haha. but it was good lah all went well vvv happy everything was nice and all INVEST COMM FTW (: then after that reception woohoo external liaisons haha food was da bombz heh then cam whored around talked to dayna and stuff. shucks lah it's really v sad to think that in a yrs time we'll be. in chong's words, outvested heh. so must cherish my time lah heh. then training haha i'm in D line which is not bad i guess MUST TRAIN HARDER lah cause O line keep doing PT and all damn heong haha not fair if we cant D the points for them

thurs was okay lor nothing much had MS which was sad cause no one except the councillors were cheering then we lost 2-0 to some damn stupid goals but oh well.

yup that's all haha WEEK 9 alrdy JC life is too too too fast paced heh.

2011-05-15T13:56:00.005+08:00

in striving to make the most out of our
lives, we often forget to set boundaries
for ourselves, which leaves no room
for mistakes

screwed

2011-05-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

On thursday coming home with jaslyn and desmond i realised that a lot of stuff has happened since JC started and i really didnt want to forget anything in the future so maybe i should just list everything here haha.

The one day after amos's birthday party incident
Orientation!
Take 5
Meeting my new class
Class Camp
Getting into Ultimate Frisbee (that one call at the bus stop at 9)
Dramafeste
Going to Thailand and Cambodia (all by ourselves xD)
That very last day and night overseas.
Flying back and playing for IVP
Pissing the Joshua off
Campaigning
Failing horribly
Getting into council
Council Camp haha
Internal Elections 1:(
Painting concert Banner
Internal Elections 2 heh
Playing for TEENGAMES
Yan Chao

and there's probably a million and one things that i left out but through all these experiences i've really met a lot of new people who have turned out to be really awesome friends and i'm really having quite a bit of fun in JC hahaha. but i think i'm gonna die soon cause of acads + cca + council. but i really wanna give it my best shot before giving up so that i will have no regrets lah. most impt thing is studies cause if my studies fail then everything else will die as a natural result and i really dont want that to happen. but beyond that i really wanna make welfare damn awesome and i also really wanna play hard and pull my weight in ulti.

now everythings quite messed up in my head but IVE GOT A PLANNER HAHAHA. i damn cheapo bought some paper nonsense then clipped it tgt but it cost me 6.50 okay not cheap. ocip is not going well (esp with the clashing of the concert and work plan meeting :( ) later at 7 there's gonna be a meeting and i think i'm gonna get screwed big time heh.

Dept allocations were damn headache but and tmr during slpover will probably become v angsty and ugly but i hope everything goes well and our terms start off on a (: note.

haha i havent posted for so long (probably wont be anw) today is voting day let's hope everything turns out alright for everyone.

2011-03-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

what's the point of family if you dont have trust. like srsly man wtf.

What The Hell - Avril Lavigne

2011-01-26T13:08:00.003+08:00

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

What... what... what... What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

I FEEL ALIVE!

2011-01-26T13:08:00.002+08:00

hahaha i really do!

today i woke up at 9am then when to eat a kaya toast + half boiled egg + milo breakfast which was super nice cause i haven't had any of those since forever (: then like went to the gym to look at hot gu- I MEAN to do whatever people do at the gyms haha which was like empty cause it was so early. Then by the time i was done it was raining super heavily outside but i decided to walk through it anyway AND IT WAS SUPER REFRESHING HAHA as in it was WET AND COLD AND NICE and like doing all the stupid things we did when we were young like jumping into puddles and looking up and trying not to blink made me look like a retard but haha it was damn fun xD

and then i did something i would rather not want the whole world to know,

but it was AWESOME (:

Bella - Angus & Julia Stone

2011-01-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's a little mushy and romantic and whatever nonsense but i think it's really quite beautiful haha (:

haha N I KNOW OUR MUSIC TASTES TOTALLY CMI SO YEAH HAHA xD

(Hello)

There goes the gal
In the pretty skirt with the
Golden smile that made you feel new
Like when the marching band strolls the street
You know another years come too soon
So you took her hand and she gave a look that sent you to the moon
And there you spoke the words of a gentleman
Can I have this dance with you
Can I share this dance with you
Won't you come on home
I built us a flying machine
And we'll go where you want
and we'll sail the seven seas
I hope all is well in daisys dreams

There goes the gal
Yeah the pretty bird on the golden mile that made you feel real
She took withon to the stars
She don't make no big deal
There she sits with them big old fields of daisies and rusted mills
And when the sun it shines on her hair of gold
She's beautiful
She's beautiful
Won't you come on home
I built us a flying machine
And well go where you want well sail the seven seas
I hope all is well in daisys dreams
in daisys dreams

Da de de da da x4

Eet - Regina Spektor

2011-01-10T19:04:00.001+08:00

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song
You can't believe it
You were always singing along
It was so easy and the words so sweet
You can't remember
You try to feel the beat

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, eet, eet, eet
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeteeet, eet, eet, eet

You spent half of your life trying to fall behind
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind
It was so easy, and the words so sweet
You can't remember
You try to move your feet
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, eet, eet, eet
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeteeet, eet, eet, eet

Someone's deciding whether or not to steal
He opens the window just to feel the chill
He hears that outside a small boy just starting to cry
'Cause it's his turn but his brother won't let him try

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song
You can't believe it
You were always singing along
It was so easy and the words so sweet
You can't remember
You try to move your feet

It was so easy and the words so sweet
You can't remember, you try to feel the beat

Vietnam (:

2010-12-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

haha i know this is more than two weeks late. and anyone who was bored enough to read my blog have probably gone to somewhere else like facebook/youtube/ anything slightly more interesting than my nonsense. but yeah.

havent blogged since forever cause. so much stuff have happened. but i guess maybe i should just post up my take on everything that happened till about day 7 out of 10 of my trip to vietnam xD pictures are self explanatory

haha sorry for the bad language, handwriting, content etc etc of this rather lousy documentation of what was really really an awesome 10 days in Vietnam xD.

and i wouldnt say that i regret all the stuff i did before, cause i know that at one point in time i really wanted to do it. somewhat like someone having fallen out of love i guess. so sorry for every (if any) screwed up thing i did over there, whatever burdens and complications i caused. especially money haha (2 million dong) so thanks a lot guuys and maybe we'll meet again someday (:

blogging / Stereo Love - Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina

2010-12-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

haha i know i havent been blogging for a while but a lot of things happened since the last post aka grad night. heh one day i'll probably briefly run through them but. this hols have been. damn fun and awesome haha. only thing lacking is maybe. work. xD

anyway i decided to take the easy way out and just post a song. but it's a damn good song go listen to it if you havent haha

dedicated to coco (: i swear it was as if the song was meant for us xD haha but jokes aside i really like the song haha.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside x2
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I .

and we can never forget

2010-11-11T03:17:00.003+08:00

about everything we did in the four years we had in RI cause these years were golden. There's just so many people that i've met and who have made my life here so damn great. so many things that we've done together that we'll forever remember. so much nonsense and crap that we pulled off on each other. it's just so many things that we've been through together that i just. dont know where to start y'know?

haha and wei han says that we should not ever leave anything unsaid. so that we'll never regret.

but then i dont know man i think that. there'll always be something left unsaid undone unfinished. and i guess i'm still left not knowing that it's already the end of my secondary school life man. like 4 years just like that. and to think that in sec 1 i heard my bro going. woah the 4 years just went by like that. and i was like haha yeah sure dont bs me man. but hell, it's over y'know. and it's like. too too fast to believe.

our psls said that time flies like an arrow and fruit flies like a banana. and really, i entered the school a complete (L) haha but now i guess. i'm. still a complete (L). haha no lah as in i guess i've changed a lot (for the better or the worst i dno lah haha) definately more vulgar. but beyond that i've learnt so much about everything (other than academics)

Sec 1 when we just came in.

so many things happened. Still remember how orientation was so damn funny when yu kun pang sehed me to talk abt POKEMON with edlois. disco and balls during night time xD i remember my story telling that made me so popular and worshipped by even Dyon hahaha surprise surprise (: but then became the class joke/joker haha. !kung bushman with richmond, where we slacked till the very day and almost flunked. heard richmond thoring yukun around cause his 200 bucks cards business got busted. And then there was Buckley CNY which i totally failed the singing part cause the mike wasnt switched on. telling ern to get his ass out of choir cause the conductor was hehe strict? RE with joshua fu kang and justin. all of whom have grown to become such different individuals from who they were then (HEY I STILL DONT FORGIVE YOU GUYS FOR SLACKING xD) how yukun and sheng jie and xi rui and whoever else would do all sorts of retarded shit to make us laugh/pissed off. camp Re:act! which was damn awesome with beck yong xin ern xu ryan chan + whoever else. CCIP which i headed with sheng shiong and met really awesome people, got scandalled by yao yang with Mr Yap (wth?) and basically got owned by the batch when the day ended with a downpour heh in macritchie so everyone came out shouting @#*()&*(^#@(#@#&*@$^ FOONG! xD hell yeah. still rmb how i called the weather forecast line that day and they told me SUNNY. (haha not my fault okay) how we (ern and I) ran from station to station in the rain to make sure everyone was safe. how we borrowed an umbrella to brave the rain to find a missing class (haha oops the umbrella broke in the wind) how we cowered together under a raincoat for warmth after that (yes very homo i know) and how we trekked out of that hellhole together. Still remember how we ran for prefectorialship, how i scraped and kicked my way through interviews as the LAST member through. how we totally procrastinated to put up posters. how i didnt make it through. how yong xin made me my first birthday present ever and wrote me a damn touching note. how we were best buds who would go everywhere together. Then there was the case where yukun and guo xiang kept hitting each other and then guo xiang got crazy and threw a file at yu kun but missed and hit fu kang who was just beside me, then standing up and going F*** THIS CLASS and slamming the door and running out. how we'll talk and bs and laugh and joke during recess and after school. getting suaned by rayner till i cried cause of math. having our history teacher bang the white board till the duster broke. watching movies singing songs going out playing ball dishing each other. then how i got kicked out of the ryan yong xin lloyd nat RE grp ONE WK BEFORE THE DATELINE to rot and die by some random chance thingum influenced by joshua phang hehe. and then in NCC how i was always the timer and getting suaned for my shit rhythmn or my soft voice but how we always pushed and fought and kept on going. Damn. there's still so many things that i havent said. But that's 1F 07 for you.

Sec 2 we were a little more senior.

still remember going up to a sec one and being a total asshole for him not wearing batch (before JRIC) haha and then there was the time when i shouted YO BROTHER to Keng Chee who was then CECC head cause yong xin was like eh your brother. and then i became monitor by vote (no idea how) and ended up staplering up a partially done subway wallpaper xD and then the mosiac thingum with yong xin was hella awesome cause we made it and it looked. hehe (: how lloyd and nat always suaned me abt my grades but WE WERE ALWAYS THE AWESOME CEC. hell yeah. and then how Mrs Ng suaned me and said my mind was like donald duck's. yao yang and PKYY haha pai kiaaaaaa. and then how on his birthday we bought him a gundam model which i had to wrap but my sis fell sick so i stayed home and wrapped it with paper and how dyon was like EHHHHH FUUUUUUUU and then going to mrs ng and saying LOOK AT WHAT YI ZHUAN DID. and then mrs ng replying haha you dont know yi zhuan meh, he's like that what. sloppy. haha epic shit. then there was OH YEAH malaysian montage which we planned nov and dec during 2007 and it was damn fun all the screwing around and messing around with teck wei and shaun and ryan and yong xin ern xu kai yang everyone staying till super late eating dinner together and talking. how kai yang saved the entire batch's personal information on his thumbdrive (i think he deleted it already) collating all the funny funny request of our batchmates like no mushrooms or no peas xD haha. and then malaysian montage during end of term 1. was. hahaha damn fun lah like seriously. i remember the whole elitist Bus 1 shit (yeah we were in bus one) and how during the bbq when mr yap let us eat first i ran to try tell him to let the rest eat first. how we (the exco) ate last and had people coming to complain (and cry) that they were hungry even after their 3rd 4th serving. how that meal we sat together as one group and ate and talked. how i actioned with the microphone trying to make everyone happy and calming everyone down. and then the fun stuff we did. how we completely screwed around with theo and ryan and yang chao ALL THE PEOPLE SO MANY HAHA going foong you foong you FOOOOOOOOOOOONG YOU haha. and then there was the class MOV project which our class had 4 directors (ern yx dyon and me) haha and how it was so mad and hectic with ern going to quit and yx and i going siao siao and dyon being so nonchalant about everything. how we made all the props at rayner's house. how the backdrop and everything came together. how i played the xbox until i forgot to work xD haha and then the BAMBOO POLES that i carried around J8 hitting everything and anything (people lights ceiling shops railings merchandise) got funny stares and dirty looks haha but hell yeah man. then the CUTTING of the bamboo pole with a penknife (i tried for 4 hours) when rayner's grandma saw me and my pathetic attempt. came out with a chopper and cleaved the pole cleanly in 30 seconds. and then the script writeups and rewrites and edits and last minute changes and squabbles. the lights sounds. the half naked gods in the shape of ryan yong xin ern xu dyon boxes and stuff haha. the production. the happiness and ecstasy we felt after that awesome show. how the teachers tot we depicted BDSM when we DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT WAS (with the exception of khai chong) the tears we cried cause it had all come to nul. and then the failed/funny OC skit where rayner totally broke my "sword" and i forgot my script. how yu kun "moisturised" the air with MY CAN OF BLACK SPRAY PAINT. guo xiang and rayner throwing chairs at each other after which they had to clean our tables and chairs with cif everyday xD xirui and ze qing fighting (HEADBUTT YEAHHH) then ripb campaign with dylan. did like NOTHING. interview, campaigned, got in. but i swear, that was the best damn thing that could ever happen. and it opened everything for me. Then there was NCC haha orienteering, how i was in top 8 but din get into top 5 cause of some weird selection thing by the seniors that left me out. how i became such great friends with aliff. and then there was the epic kena scam by dyon episode where i worked with him for 专题作业 and RE BOTH OF WHICH HE SCREWED ME UP, TOOK CREDIT, AND THEN SUANED ME FROM START TO END xD no hard feelings man but we fought like siao lah. hahaha damnnn. sec 2F 08. and so much more. something like the best damn time i had man.

sec 3. we were seniors babeh. LONG PANTS. haha means no more exposed leg hair/ gay super high pants that were 1. nerdy and 2. gay and 3. gay. but before that we had OBS. which was damn insane met lots of people did lots of crazy shit like hike 17 km +++ with the bagpacks and other people's water bottles and kayaking dno how many km. going to the highest point of pulau ubin which had a awesome view. getting our tents being attacked by wild boars in the middle of the night. scaring deepan while he was taking a s*** in the grass. HEY. he made it damn disgusting with toilet paper and s*** all over the place k. suaning each other, talking about life, sleeping with random people, being stinky, being retarded, and all the other nonsense that we did basically bonded us and made us real close (: still rmb how we just talked cock with people like nathan and yu xuan whom i'll otherwise never had met. so it was pretty damn awesome. RESL with sean and yong xin and naishad and li ang was damn fun. went to tanglin special sch to teach them drama in a project called Moulding Aspirations of Special Kids which spells mask! which is like a greek drama medium, which is COOL OR WHAT. had really a lot of fun teaching/learning at tangling special school and really it was a huge takeaway in terms of realising how much more service was than just collecting newspapers or asking for donations (both of which i feel are boring and meaningless but. i guess important?)then ripb invest and beginning as a prefect co i/c of kemama was bloody hard i tell you. but i met cool people like shayne and michael! haha and got myself screwed for shouting S***! before walking into a exco meeting IN the kemama shop WITH kenneth kwok and making myself known to the world. fighting over ten cents with zhi you for four hours. sometimes MORE. going to NTUC and buying like 50 pocky and stuff and looking like a total retard trying to quickly run away with the stock so that people will stop giving me the weird ass stares. staying back till forever to help with invest. becoming damn good friends with the prefects and stuff. invest was great (: got owned by CECC invest which really pissed us off cause ppl actually tot cec was better than pb CAUSE of the invest EVEN THOUGH they din put as much effort? as in i was in cec before and honestly it's like comparing apples and oranges. both fruit but. different y'know? and therefore not to be compared with each other! so there. haha then chinese lessons with 3H was damn awesome met people like jordan who IS COMPLETELY RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL MY EGONESS TODAY. haha come on he came in and he was like i am awesome. hehe but he's a damn good guy (: and then there was all the funny politics and fighting for exco this exco that all the smoking lying and backstabbing which I HOPE I DIDNT TAKE PART IN. i think i didnt at least. got into RLP which was probably one damn good thing that happened to me. boarding was hellava fun with bryan and ryan seah and yong xin and wei herr and wei yi and everyone and everything even though the gay nonsense started then and totally ruined everything, i think it was still damn good! and we learnt super a lot from all the LCM and stuff which is good! MICEE xD all the pool and movies and wrestling hehe and cooking (instant noodles) laundry (service) cards, celebrations, slackings. ahhh and my birthday (: which ended in a awesome manner aka, a cake in my face. but was really damn touched when they bought a cake and presents and stuff. haha still rmb yx conned me into leaving the rm and when i came back they were like happy birthday! y'know? which is damn nice lah cause my bdae is usually during EOY period so no one celebrates it :( poor me haha now you know how to impress me xD then hols and stuff hehe damn crazy lah. 3-4am parties in other people's rooms playing games watching movies sleeping together ^^ then SLC with the hike and meeting new people again! did lots of fun stuff still rmb trying to slp early then having eugene phua start gossiping abt the 42 to 1 girl to guy ratio at some convention, his craziy playboy grandfather etc. then going insanely high and waking half the world up. finally sec 3 interclass soccer where we got first runner's up due to some retarded refereeing that resulted in one of our goals disallowed and the game restarting after we scored a goal hehe okay i'm a spoil sport but yeahh lah we had fun (: sec 3 was srsly. just pretty damn awesome.

Finally. secondary 4. was. different i guess? firstly, i became the RM head. which was tough cause i never really helped in rm before other than to help sell so all the contacting and ordering and designing. i've never ever done before so it was all new for me and i guess i made many many mistakes through out my term but we all learn right? and i guess i really did lah and maybe now im better i dont know but i know that at least we managed to pull it off hell yeah total revenue above 12k brudder! haha cost is pretty much around there too (slightly below ten) so it's damn good (i think) alrdy haha but i also had a awesome team of ben wong and josh ling to help me when i couldnt make it (like for half of ORA) and stuff? yeah man and damn good friends yx and pang! (who now gives me one fifth of the respect i deserve xD) and even though it was really hard before, during and after ORA we still did it and pulled through and managed to stave off going into the negative like many of our predecessors and even going green by QUITE a bit (: haha okay ego ego. moving on, there was team help! and yfc which was really probably one of the best experiences in my life! haha learnt so much and fought like mad with both the team and the volunteers but we ended up becoming damn close and damn joker (some of us closer to certain others of the opposite gender ^^ woohoo~ nahh kidding ><) but it was a very eye opening thing for me and i really think that it is, will and have always been a part of my sec four life that i can and will never forget. (hey, i spent everyday of june on it how could i ever?) all the rejections from people who din even look me in the face (hey, im ugly i know but wth?) and those that dropped ten twenty bucks with a smile. complains from the public and the volunteers, befriending the volunteers, decorating and moving the booth around. becoming so close to the org comm. suaning each other and playing a fool. going for interviews without sleep for at least 32 to 36 hours and going totally high (: then there was HARMONIZE which was naise xD but srsly it was super good lah i think as in audience not so but the performances and executiong was (: good job man. anw if anyone has read thus far i would like to say i love you guys to joshua gang yi richmond (I do so with much caution) tammie janessa sadrina tiziana steph hui min jordan yong chang spencer and marcus. yes homosexual much but no i mean it (: then there was being a staff sergeant in RINCC the oldest NCC unit in singapore! haha i think i did well lah as in i got the respect from the sec ones and even though THREE people quit ncc during my term 2 were at the start so not my fault ZMS and his 3 hr talks okay. but the last guy i guess i could have done more. but at the end of the day i guess ncc wasnt his cup of tea. heh but even though the sec 2/3s hated me (for shouting at them and being mean to them) the impt thing is the sec 1s love me! haha and cause i'm in charge of the sec 1s i dont really care hehe. but yeah lah will probably visit them during dec camp and screw them upside down (yeah man! sadistic) but ncc was really fun not to mention the secret rendezvous with dylan ^^ haha and all the crazy stuff and suanings and pt and stuff. and i think that even though when ryan leow came in ppl were like awww you ggxx liao. i managed to keep him in the cca without letting him go too much and really pushing him hard lah. so i guess ncc has taught me a lot. and it has been a good cca choice. (i could have joined choir/softball) HAHA YES. CHOIR. the sing sing sing and be merry cca. yeah man (: after that dramafeste with buckley was really fun and even though now i have two sec ones gaying me and clinging to me like mad whenever they see me, it was still fun xD hehe i'm secretly a pedo. ok no but yeah all the script changing and hard core shouting and emoing and being angsty on stage, not to mention the fresh scar i got a few days before production which totally suited my character. YES PEOPLE. I FELL DOWN, IT IS A SCAR, NOT A WOUND FROM ME BEING EMO AND CUTTING MYSELF. ASK SHAWN. HE SAW. I WAS PLAYING SOCCER OKAY. anw. it was really very good lah and i really bonded with the buckley ppl cause of that. haha but i really have to thank yx for dragging me to the auditions which i did okayly in and landed the role haha i'm gonna go media corp man (: hehe no i cmi but then it's fun lah at the end managed to ACT for once and it turned out pretty fun! even got some friends family and team help people coming to watch my pathetic acting but yeah (: it was really interesting lah as in in NCC how many times do you get to perform? not much? okay none at all but but but. yeah lah that's why it was a new experience for me! last time i performed was in P2 okay for chinese story telling hehe yeahhh man. but i digress ><

so finally. graduation night. it was quite sad but really fun lah as in all the camwhoring with all the people BUT I DIN MANAGE TO WITH EVERYONE I KNEW :( hehe and then the rushing back to the table to eat. drink then go out camwhore again. walao free neoprints dno who go break break break the stuff then i din manage to take even one! unlike desmond who took like 8 -.- then all the cheering and singing at the end which was super good and sad at the same time cause we're never gonna do it together as a batch again but with. yeah lah other people. so it's a little like the end of our boisterous youth and the start of everyone suddenly becoming gentlemanly skirt charmers which. is inevitable but. sad. i guess. videos. lucky draw which ended with shaun yeo getting an ipad CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. haha and yeah i guess it ended well. but somehow its sad but not so much cause you know everyone's gonna be there nxt yr just. not so much themselves anymore? but hey! let's not think to much about it cause everyone's still gonna be awesome. hell yeah.

and even this super duper long post cant capture everything. cause every moment i remember one more thing that made everything worth it. and one more thing that made me who i am today. but i guess. i should go sleep hehe. gotta wake at 6.30 cause some genious aka dylan wants me to sing a vietnamese song to them at 8.30 IN SCHOOL. OIP >< cant wait man.

I apologise for the excessive use of inside jokes and references hehe.

to all those who read everything until here i wanna say 1. you're damn stalker 2. i love you (:

and to all of the people in the RI BATCH OF 2010.

TO ARTH- i mean RAFFLES OIIIIIIIIIIII!

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi

2010-10-30T01:14:00.003+08:00

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Waiting hahaha.

Her Morning Elegance - Oren Lavie

2010-10-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in it's case

Soon she's down the stairs
Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

On the Brightside - Never Shout Never

2010-10-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

I met a man of two feet tall

This man was quite ambitious

In a world that is so vicious to us all

I said, "Hi," as he replied

He said, "Listen to these words

That I have lived by my whole life

"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be

And you're only as small as the world will make you seem

When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall

Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall"

I met a man of 12 feet tall

He towered like a giant

In a world that was defiant of his height

I said, "Hi," as he replied

He said, "Listen to these words

That I have dreaded my whole life

"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be

And you're only as small as the world will make you seem

When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall

Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall."

I am a man of six feet tall

Just looking for some answers

In a world that answers none of them at all

I'll say, "Hi," but not reply

To the letters that you write

Because I found some peace of mind

Cause I'm only as tall as my heart will let me be

And I'm only as small as the world will make me seem

When the going gets rough and I feel like I may fall

I'll look on the brightside - I'm roughly six feet tall.

Haha this song is damn awesome i swear (: haha so here's my msg to all those who ask me to donate my height to them xD and also to those who suan me abt my height hehe. But more than that, it really shows that it's what you make out of what you've got instead of talking abt what if and what could have happened if you were someone else. cause you're who you are and nothing can change that xD

haha (:

2010-10-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

Wednesday was really quite slow until i went for the cip thingum at redhill haha basically we went there to help out cause the were running this basic english course for single moms and we were needed to take care of the kids lah haha so yeahh.

it was really quite fun! haha i think it's really very refreshing to work with kids cause it's like heyyy i was like that once but now i'm like some old boring guy. and the thing is when you play with them it's really quite fun lah cause they'll talk to you and stuff. and sometimes it's really quite funny to see them suan ppl haha(: and the thing about them is that they won't mask their feelings! if they are scared they'll say it. if they are happy they'll show it. if their bored they'll TELL YOU IN THE FACE (: haha and it's really quite nice lah i think haha innocence at it's prime man.

then. R&R at richmond's house. walaoo i swear. it's mad lah srsly. cip ended 945pm ++ so i reached tiong at abt 10? SOME JOKER MADE ME WAIT HALF AN HOUR AT THE STATION FOR HIM WTH haha stupid joshua. haha but then we started R&R at abt 11plus lah

and it was like a whole year run through so. yeahhhh AND WE DID NOT DIGRESS OKAY I SWEAR. ended at abt. i dont know lah heh i just know we were like walaooooooo THE SUN IS UP ALRDY LAH WTH hehh we're mad lah srsly but i thought that it was really awesome (:

then we crashed like 3 drunks in richmond's house (gang had to go er hu hehehe) then we wake up. woohoo watch movie play poker watch another movie. haha until it got dark xD damn siao lah srsly. but super fun haha (:

and then back home haha.

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

Cheater Cheater Bestfriend Eater - Never Shout Never

2010-10-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah you sure broke my heart last week,
When you said you had slept with him.
I know you called, I got them all. La da da da da da

Girl you better love what you got, before you go and give it away
But don’t say that I don’t know you

Cause Oh, I know all about your type
You’re the type of girl that texts all day and talks all night.
And Oh, I know, that you are feeling sad.
i Don’t feel bad, cause even after 3 text messages, 4 missed calls,
You still slept with my best friend.

Yeah, you sure got a lot of nerve, to say that this was all my fault.
I know you called, I got them all. La da da da da da

Girl you better love what you got, before you go and give it away
But don’t say that I don’t know you

Cause Oh, I know all about your type
You’re the type of girl that texts all day and talks all night.
And Oh, I know that you are feeling sad.
i Don’t feel bad, cause even after 3 text messages, 4 missed calls,
You still slept with my best friend.

So I sing rain, rain go away, come again another day,
When I say it’s okay to give a little hell to pay.
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

And I know you’re so cool, but I must be a fool,
for taking you in and letting you win control of my heart.
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

Rain, rain go away, come again another day,
(Cheater, Cheater)
When I say it’s okay to give a little hell to pay.
(Bestfriend eater)
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
(I've been such a fool)
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

And I know you’re so cool, but I must be a fool,
(Cheater, cheater)
for taking you in and letting you win control of my heart.
(Bestfriend eater)
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
(I've been such a fool)
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

Oh, I know all about your type
You’re the type of girl that texts all day and talks all night.
And Oh, I know, that you are feeling sad.
i Don’t feel bad, cause even after 3 text messages, 4 missed calls,
You still slept with my best friend.

Tuesday (:

2010-10-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

tuesday was super mad haha omgoodness

had to go sch for Spotlight meeting then just go there talk talk discuss haha havent done that since forever so yeah. Let's hope that it'll turn out awesome xD

then went out with yong xin desmond sheng shiong wei han and mark to pastamania (YEAH I KNOW IT COST A HELL LOT BUT hehe) then we went to play pool at cine which is leagal cause I turned 16 just last week hehe and i was the youngest Cause some people pangsehed us haha walao pang seh our grad night table still pang seh us go watch movie >D pool was fun lah haha very. then arcade. wth man i swear the arcade burns money damn fast. 20 minutes spend like a total of 10 plus plus bucks DAMN SICK CAN. rich brandon lum

then went to sembawang to play frisbee with the H.E.L.P! ppl haha we are damn noob can haha go there see the SP and the pri sch kids throw until so straight so fast. sickk lah haha. but we had a lot of fun! right right right? yes. haha but i lost it with ashraf lah shucks :( not v nice. but anw on the whole it was very cool. dinner and all. talked so much nonsense lah haha.

now for the epic story of the day

in my tired shagged out state. and travelling back to my ulu home. i. uh. fell asleep (: then in my sleepy groggy state i jumped and alighted at some ulu bus stop. which was deserted. haha and it was dark and i was alone and there was this mist/fog/smoke from indonesia. at 11pm at night woohoo my life rocks. took me like 40 minutes to walk home in my tired cramping state okay. walao eh. haha

woah but im totally shagged man. gonna slp or something. hehe then cip at redhill (:

SHAWN

2010-10-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to you (:

haha what do i do during holidays you ask?

friday. yeahhhh.

saturday. went johor to play with my family. no. went to johor with my family to play.

sunday. attended some SUTD convention/talk idno haha so yeah

monday. play

tuesday. meeting. go out to dno do what haha. go out with other ppl to play frisbee.

wednesday. CIP at redhill

thursday. renew passport

friday. OIP briefing + going out

saturday. going out again

sunday. hahaha i dno actually

monday. pray that i dont fail my papers (:

here's my schedule haha wassssssssssup man SORRY I CANT GO ICE SKATING WITH YOU GUYS :( but no haha i had a super bad experience with ryan chan haha (are you reading this ryan?) in primary school where i fell down and some smart bloke skated OVER my hands (Y)

WE GONNA PARTY AND PARTY AND PARTY AND PA AND PA

2010-10-16T12:25:00.001+08:00

haha EOYs ARE FINALLY OVER! after one gruelling week that included me dying x number of times (take x to be the number of subject i take) and having my sweet sixteen (yeah right who am i kidding) smack in the middle of eoy week. the sch's really out there to get me haha.

after eoys we went to seoul garden with sanat ming e yang chao justin and shawn! haha damn bloody nice lah the food yeahhhh haha the game we played after that wasnt too nice >< WTH I BET ITS RIGGED LAH I LOST 3 OUT OF THE FIRST 4 TIMES??!! haha basically we played some variation of the drinking game then the loser need to eat this scoop of. wth i dont even know what it is. chilli and kimchi and bitter gourd and icecream and longan and jelly and meant and veg and soup and i dno what other nonsense there was. oh yeah HOW DID THE PRAWN CRACKER FIND ITS WAY THERE MAN. ruin my first time at seoul garden

haha but it was quite fun (:

after that we went k box (shawn yangchao justin & me) and we just basically 自 high for 3 hours haha singing all the funny funny songs that WE ALL LOVE dont we? xD haha first time karaoke-ing (sp?) so like i din know what was going on much BUT I GOT THE HANG OF IT. just grab the mike and let out the inner whoever in you lah some says beast but i think i got a voice of an angel! haha nahhh who am i kidding. but still quite fun lah. haha lol yang chao and shawn could guess which songs i chose cause they were like. AIYAR ALL THE SONGS WITH DEATH AND DYING AND CRYING AND SIGHING ARE YOURSSSSSSS eh no okay please i'm not that emo! haha chehhh.

had super a lot of fun on friday haha THANKS GUYS WE SHLD DO IT AGAIN SOMETIME hell yeah (:

10/10/10

2010-10-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

matrices anyone?

mathmathmathmathmath

for the last time.

y'know what's frustrating?

2010-10-09T01:04:00.001+08:00

It's trying to solve a problem for half an hour

getting pissed off

asking friends for help

consulting websites

fllipping textbooks

and finally realizing, that it's differentiation. not integration -.-

Let's hope EOYs aren't the same xD

EOYs

2010-10-06T00:59:00.001+08:00

are like the worst period of the year hehhh.

2 more weeks of mugging and then it'll be OVER.

haha then can party and screw arnd and everything liao

for like a few days then O level prepping. yucks.

Awards Interviews

2010-10-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

hehhh YFC awards interviews were today. 9.45am xD
24 hours ago we had NOTHING done.
12 hours ago we had our script
9 hours ago we had our powerpoint
6 hours ago we found ourselves in a cinema O.o how did we get there!
3 hours ago we found ourselves rehearsing and playing bridge
and finally.
i think we did pretty well for the interview!
even though we all din slp other than ahem ahem JOSHUA.
who kept waking up and being retarded

haha team H.E.L.P! is awesome

with gang smsing like 24/7
with josh being some retarded soldier/clown/idk what
with richmond being some gay boy -.- (like srsly man wth were you thinking!)
haha and with me being AWESO- i mean uh. ><

quite funny lah we all wear like business shirt and pants
TIES xD
then walk in like some bunch of jokers liddat.
then we screw around more than anyone
hahaha got ppl laugh out loud at our (:ness lor haha
we're damn siao siao.

but super shagged ttm man reach home ggxx.

mug mug mug mug mug!

Perfect - Hedley

2010-09-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

heyy monster xD i really didnt know what to say but i think that at the end of the day if you dont give up on yourself and you dont give up on her it'll turn out alright in the end. like seriously. cause i think that under that indifferent attitude she still loves you and you being so distraught and everything means that you still care. so i guess just try your best and dont let it affect you cause you dont really need it now that the exams are coming. And just cause people suddenly change and tell you things doesnt mean anything cause you know that you will still be you and no one can tell you nothing unless you wanna heed it. jia you k(:

Peas and Carrots

2010-09-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8n6A02Ey1vM

Go watch this video if you have 6 minutes to spare! I think it was one video that really made me think when i was in sec 1 and taught me a lot about how we should go about doing things, it's quite cool really. watch to the end yeah? xD

Somtimes we're too fixated on getting one's goals achieved that we step on others and push them down, or forget that it's never a competition cause there's always something more than just fighting for a prize or a title. Also, we sometimes forget that there's so much more out there than what we see before us. and in our blindness we fight each other and bleed and cry and die for nothing because we childishly fought instead of collaborating and cooperating with each other, cause only then can we be able to find that there's more than enough to go around and make everyone happy (:

Also we must stand up for others even if it might make you less popular or even hated because it's just wrong to stand by and do nothing y'know? Personal morals. It's knowing where the line between good fun and insulting is and not crossing it cause sometimes it really hurts even if the person doesnt show it. really really. And of course sometimes when it breaches the basic level of putting down someone for humour and becomes a serious bitching thing, unless completely justified, it's v wrong! Not that i dont sometimes but yeah. we all try right? xD

But then again that doesnt justify rash or irrational decision making cause mistakes and misunderstandings do happen and if we rush to make something happens, things might backfire or not even happen at all. And then sometimes you'll end up hurting more people. Just because you didnt think about it well enough.

Math

2010-09-17T02:17:00.003+08:00

pisses me off to no end. i swear, that math was created to spite ppl like me and make us go crazy such that one day we will take the damned formula sheets and burn the hell out of them just to feel liberated from the matrix of numbers and mathematics but then it'll bloody come back to haunt me and taunt me and tell me that i'm a complete failure cause i can't figure out the value of x or understand the stupid formula or how its derived. So people like me will sit through the wee hours in the morning whilst the entire family lay in slumber beneath the darkness of the twilight that screws your brain upside down and saps you of spirit and energy like as though the growing piles of crumpled foolscap paper are spires that demoralize to no extent. screw math screw trigo screw differentiation screw integration thanks for making my nights so memorable. And persevere under such nonsense conditions because we have that one hope to be able to do the questions that appear on a script call your exam papers so that maybe, just maybe people will stop judging you on your ability to manage or handle things or maybe your leadership ability but your ability to manipulate numbers and bend them to your will. it's so bloody ridiculous. like as though these little x-es and y-es and numbers are the most powerful little minions in the world that we cant run away from due to their dominance in every single little thing. they're omnipresent and they're in a conspiracy to screw your brain upside down and down side up so that you'll end up having fried brains and burnt out minds.

i'm not going to cry

2010-09-16T01:16:00.001+08:00

not again. not for you. not tonight.

ah shit i feel like damn wuss.

english

2010-09-15T01:06:00.002+08:00

essay is damn @&*$#*&$*#@#!!!! #*$#&$&@$@*#????

i have said my peace (: hahaha i think it's quite weird the way we prep so short-ly for such a large percentile of our entire yr but oh wells. and also i dno why we're having a joint paper! why why why!

aiyar wtv man it's overrr haha so at least can stop and start on all my other stuff

haha yuhui here's a dedication to you. YOU ARE ONE MEGA STALKER xDD

DMP DAY 1

2010-09-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

let's try to describe my day.

sleepy.

awake!

chinese.

stock-take!

sleep. OH I MEAN CHEM.

wait.

wait.

wait.

wait somemore.

sleep -.-

home

eat.

english.

english.

eat.

english.

HAPPY!

pissed off >D

happy (:

sleep.

haha my life is awesome.

if you had a choice

2010-09-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

of one life you could live

and one person you could be.

if you were given the chance to be someone else

without any restrictions on who or where

if you could choose, if you could be

imagine. think.

and then tell me.

tell me.

who's life would you want to live?

I live my life for no one and i am who i make myself out to be.
I would choose to be myself.
and no one.

can stop me from being that.

Linkin Park - Runaway

2010-09-11T15:12:00.001+08:00

Graffiti decorations
Under the sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true

Pre chorus:
Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

Pre chorus
Chorus
I’m gonna run away, and never say goodbye
Gonna run away (2x)
I’m gonna run away and never wonder why
Gonna run away (2x)
I’m gonna run away and open up my mind
Gonna run away (4x)

Chorus
I wanna run away and open up my mind (Repeat until end)

sometimes it's easier to runaway y'know? but then i guess it's not always the best option cause sometimes even though we damn bloody pissed off with each other, we know that the next day will turn out better, and if we keep at it, we'll come to terms with our differences and put up a united front as one entity (:

you know what sucks?

2010-09-10T01:49:00.006+08:00

it sucks when people stop talking to you for a reason so abstract and complex and complicated that i wouldn't get even if you told me in the face a thousand times over. or at least that's what i think it is cause no one's telling me nothing. but i know we're not talking.

strike 2. please don't let there be a third.

what's up! xD

2010-09-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

haha to all the ppl not from singapore viewing my blog

I THINK ITS QUITE COOL YEAH HAHA GLOBALISATION YO.

and i'm just damn happy that Etoile won Tampines (: haha AGAIN.

anyway today was quite fun. study study study. stupid eoys.

SONG DEDICATION!

Like a G6 - Far East Movement ft. The Cataracts & Dev

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

Verse 1

Gimme that Mo-Moet
Gimme that Cry-Crystal
Ladies love my style, at my table gettin wild
Get them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that drop
Now give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don’t stop

(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

Verse 2

Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizz
Girl i keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the crib
This is how we live, every single night
Take that bottle to the head, and let me see you fly

(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

Bridge

Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Its that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can’t Touch this)
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up

Hook
Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

haha i think the lyrics are xD but the beat and the rythmn quite cool haha. super catchy (:

If you're gonna try so hard to fit in,

2010-09-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

how're you going to stand out?

11.11

2010-09-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

i wish

.

.

.

i dont even know what the hell i want anymore

The Opposite of Adults - Chiddy Bang

2010-09-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

Fresh Kid Z, Fresh Kid C, Fresh Kid P, Fresh Kid T, Oh yeah we back!
Oh and Xaphoon got a little, JONES
Yeah, Chiddy Bang and We Pretty Much Amazing
Can we get a new song please? I got you

Ay yo I once was a kid all I had was a dream
Mo money mo problems, when I get it imma pile it up
Now I'm dope Wunderbread we can toast
So fresh how we flow, everybody get their style from us
Ay yo I once was a kid with the other little kids
Now I'm rippin' up shows and 'em fans goin' wild with us
Tell mommy I'm sorry
This life is a party

Remember you was a kid
Reminisce days of the innocence
Now it's Chiddy Bang, google me in the images
Follow me, follow me I'm the leader
And when I park cars I don't pay for the meter
I remember I was younger as a kid it was the best
I used touch on all the pretty girls at recess
I'm at my peak yes, I won't leave yet
Serial style, cereal aisle need chex
I can make these rappers run like a hard drill
Rock band show you how the guitar feel
And I could care less how y'all feel
I got the flow to make a bitch do a cartwheel
This is that good just puff it and relax bro
And you can get it free don't worry 'bout the tax though
And Xaphoon, thank you for the crack
But I play a Ron Burgundy I anchor on the track like that

I once was a kid all I had was a dream
Mo' money mo problems, when I get it imma pile it up
Now I'm dope Wonderbread we can toast
So fresh how we flow, everybody get their style from us
I once was a kid with the other little kids
Now I'm rippin' up shows and 'em fans goin' wild wid us
Tell mommy I'm sorry
This life is a party
I'm never growing up

Can I please get a little bit of knowledge
Somebody tell Roth that I don't love college
'Cause the real world's kinda like Real World
And it's drama so you are Svetlana and I'm just a rhymer
Swimmin' in the water tryin' to dodge the piranhas and fly to Bahamas
Pretty little momma, Chiddy in the spot
Where you at pretty lady show me what you got
They say why you rappin' for the kids for
I said my clothes come fitted, the Lids store
This summer you can catch me on a big tour
I'm high grade, I think they need to quiz more
Let me get wit ya, don't let the kid hit ya
I'm the photo album Valletta has, big picture
The rule is, the dude is, so up, so chuck I'm a cool kid

I once was a kid all I had was a dream
Mo' money mo problems, when I get it imma pile it up
Now I'm dope Wonderbread we can toast
So fresh how we flow, everybody get their style from us
I once was a kid with the other little kids
Now I'm rippin' up shows and 'em fans goin' wild wid us
Tell mommy I'm sorry
This life is a party
I'm never growing up

I once was a kid all I had was a dream
Mo' money mo problems, when I get it imma pile it up
Now I'm dope Wonderbread we can toast
So fresh how we flow, everybody get their style from us
I once was a kid with the other little kids
Now I'm rippin' up shows and 'em fans goin' wild wid us
Tell mommy I'm sorry
This life is a party
I'm never growing up

HARMONIZE

2010-09-05T12:37:00.002+08:00

was freaking awesome. i really didn't expect such a good turn out given the (: ticket sales but there were like one billion ppl who bought tix at the door. which is cool xD haha but it was really damn fun and definitely the highlight of the project.

In this one year i've really fallen in love with our OT xD haha we're super awesome can. hahaha everyone came and helped out and made the entire thing so damn successful i really dno what to say >< haha WALKIE TALKIES (: there were hiccups but the show was still super good. haha

RIMB. CHIJ Toa Payoh Dance Ensemble. RJCO. Janessa and Mingao. RJCO. Raffles Players. RJ Jazz. RISE. KAZI. STUD ANTS. Shi Wei's Band.

YEAH MAN WE WERE AWESOME.

haha and the ice cube fight at the end was (Y)

rawr team H.E.L.P! is (:(:(:

TEACHERS DAY

2010-09-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

haha omg teachers' day was really quite awesome (:

sch celebration was ntt bad lah good jb to eugene and his team (NCC HAS TAUGHT YOU WELL) xD quite funny esp watching ben wong dance (Y)

then i went back to nyps, then at first it was quite boring cause like it was me, joseph, jeremy, cheng can and zhen tao then we (joseph and i) felt left out cause the hci ppl were super engrossed in something abt msg andd grades or smthing i cant rmb (no offence guys but we din noe what toking you) so we went to check out 6C and it was srsly damn freaking tiny lah the class. omtian how did 40 hyper active kids sit in here for a year! haha eh no. 39, cause i'm some stoner emo loser who sits in the corner (:

Then we played basketball with a volleyball which turned out to become more like captain's ball with hoops cause we just thundered all the way xD haha and AUSTIN KEPT DUNKING. bugger. but it was srsly quite fun lah (:

after that we went to serene to waste our life away as we couldnt decide where to go so we split up. some went HCJC to play ball. the others went. im not sure also ><>

ball at HCJC was super fun but damn hot. (the weather) haha austin nicholas peida joseph hong yao me. i sucked lah but it was still quite fun (:

then we, pd joseph nicholas and me, went to tanglin CC to meet grace and tammie & WK! haha and we met some SJI guys playing frisbee so we played ultimate with them (: super fun lah walao hahaha then basketball with some china pro ><

then after we burned ourselves out we went to dhoby to eat at just acia cause got free flow drinks (: and it was quite fun lah BUT THEN JOSEPH AND PD PANG SEH. so it was just grace tammie wk and me.

It was one of the awesomest outings ever lah haha nxt time must play more sports xD

y'know

2010-08-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

with friends like you i would be so damn happy

thank you i really needed that (:

dreams

2010-08-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

oh shit i had a dream today and it was kinda crazy cause i dreamt of someone and then i realised that that person's birthday is tomorrow wth. and i haven't seen/ thought of that person since forever. but but but haha my sister woke me up halfway through the dream xD

weird much?

White Flag - Dido

2010-08-28T02:07:00.001+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

PS.

2010-08-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

haha the coolest thing i saw was this

F_CK

i miss u

haha on someone's shirt!

quite funny xD

Commuting

2010-08-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

you can actually feel good while travelling.

today i made someone smile by giving up my seat! haha the retarded thing is when i stood up i hit the handle bar hanging directly on top of my head I SWEAR SOMEONE'S PLOTTING TO KILL ME OR SOMETHING HAHA xD lol then i give up seat then she somemore aiyo you okay not. paiseh ttm can ><>

then i saw this old lady selling tissue paper so i went to buy some from her but then she was blind and i didnt know and i stood in front of her for like a super long time before i realise xD (Y) haha anw i only realised when she bumped into me haha and then i was like uh auntie ah 多少啊？ haha chinese prelims taught me well (: then yeah lah i bought some and then she was like paiseh auntie 看不见，刚才旁道你才知道你在那边。but could tell she was happy that someone finally bought from her lah as in walao eh she stand there so damn long going 谢谢你，对不起 etc etc then no one buy from her damn poor thing ok. but yeah heh

then on the mrt there was this deaf family who spoke only in sign language and it was quite cool cause i was standing in the corner acting cool and emoing xD then they were like in front and beside (basically surrounding me lah) then they were like communicating silently which was pretty cool cause their hand movements were damn fast. but yeah it makes me realise that i'm v v v lucky to be able to hear (i felt really guilty listening to music ok) but that even if you might not be able to, if you're determined enough, there's other way to do things. like they video called and did sign language to their friends. etc so it was really an eye opener.

then on the way back i met the yog team of mauritus haha they're damn buff! haha nahh i'm just a tall thin stick so anything compared to me is buff. haha i was drinking my one litre apple juice like some noob liddat. but i was happy haha (:

haha and all this comes with living in an ulu part of the world that people call. youth olympic village. i hate the commuting time haha.

Did you know, that 80% of childhood cancer is curable?

2010-08-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

if you're reading this post/my blog. it means you're super damn bored

therefore, you should go for the HARMONIZE concert which is on the friday next week!

there's gonna be loads of cool performances and fun stuff like
music, dance, bands and more!

it's gonna be held in RI's auditorium & tickets are only $10!

and if it wasn't worth it enough, every cent of that is going to help the Children's Cancer Foundation.

if you're interested approach any of the team H.E.L.P! org comm members to follow up

haha

2010-08-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

it was damn awesome

thanks for everything

it was perfect

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

2010-08-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

haha but then like you said it's not the physical attributes or talent or anything like that yeah haha cause somethings have reasons that we cant put into words! xD

headphones. music.

2010-08-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

just cause i put on my headphones doesnt mean that i dont care

i can hear. i know what's going on.

cause usually i turn them down low

or just mute them altogether

i can hear what you're saying

and i have my opinions i have my reactions

i just dont show it.

sometimes i just want to turn up the music and dont care about everything and anything that's going on around me. but i dont have the guts to. i'm a coward.

but the silence. it's deafening.

today

2010-08-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

i realised that everything has more than one meaning

haha yeah in your own words

it's called mind-f...

you taught me to smile

2010-08-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

there was once when i thought

that smiling for the sake of smiling was weird

it felt fake, and inside it was awkward

my cheeks burned to turn the smile away

and normally i did.

i thought. that people should only smile if they mean it

cause genuine smiles feel a heck of a lot better than a forced one

but then you came in

you made me smile

you told me that my smile was beautiful

you told me that to smile is infectious

you told me that my smile made people happy

so i smiled

and i seemed happy

even though i wasn't

and then one day

someone smiled at me

and it was a smile so wide. so brilliant. so perfect

yet so sinister

it was a smile at 3am in the morning

and we were alone

it was a smile that tore my mask off my face

a smile that killed the idea of smiling

and then i realised

that fake smiles are shit smiles

and now i smile only when i'm happy

cause its stupid to smile when you're not

cause people can see

they're not blind, they're not stupid

they know.

so smile only if you mean it. cause we're not blind.

9 crimes - Damien Rice

2010-08-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No...

one more week

2010-08-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

y'know.

in one more week.

I will grow a week older.

many others, a year older.

but even though everyone grows day by day.

why do they take such a greap leap?

while i'm stuck here waiting for the hours to pass.

I feel blessed, that i age in seconds, minutes, hours

while others age in months, years, decades

because whilst others celebrate the nearing of their end

I celebrate my presence in the present

i celebrate my life

minute by minute, second by second

I am.

a life.

i'm sorry

2010-08-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

we were meant to be together

at least that was what i thought when i found you

when i took you. when we went together

we went through shit (literally)

we went through glory

as one. as one entity.

i loved you. your smell, your snugness, your warmth.

against me.

I wouldn't know what i would have done without you.

you caught me when i fell

you pushed me to go further

you were my support, i was ungrateful

i stepped on you, neglected you

but you didnt care, you didnt mind.

you loved me. as much as i didnt

I was cold, i had changed. there was something different.

but you hung on. served me, cheered me on, ever present.

I could count on you. always.

today.

we ran through the rain together.

I realised how much i loved you.

i'm sorry for everything i've done (or not)

I'm sorry that it had to turn out this way

that you had to be torn away from me

i realised how much i need you

i miss you.

i love you.

I WANT MY SHOES BACK :( LEFT IT ON THE DAMNED MRT ARGHHH I'M SORRY I'M SORRY WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME. COME BACK TO ME.

sigh.

Respect

2010-08-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

you know what's funny?

the issue of respect is funny.

you lose it in the stupidest of ways

you gain it in the absurdest of means

there's no clear cut route to doing it

but there's always some basic requisites

so dont judge someone unless you know

dont judge me

oh wait

i already failed the basic requisites

Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

2010-08-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and
served with the table set in my finest suit
like a perfect gentleman.
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the
ancient brick where you will sit
and contemplate your day.

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you
start drowning in an open tab when your
judgement's on the brink.
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
albums back as you're lying there, drifting off
to sleep... drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes; undo what heredity's done to you:
you won't have to strain to look into my eyes.
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped
straight to the throat with the collar up so
you won't catch a cold.

I want to take you far from the cynics in this town
and kiss you on the mouth.
We'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of
this scene, start a brand new colony.
Where everything will change, we'll give
ourselves new names. Identities erased.
The sun will heat the grounds, under our bare
feet in this brand new colony.
This Brand new colony...

Everything will change, Ooo ooo...
Everything will change, Ooo ooo...
Everything will change, Ooo ooo...

HAHA HEY ELOPE REMEMBER? xD

Linkin Park - Points of Authorithy

2010-08-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life
My pride is broken

[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you've learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you've learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you've learned)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you've learned)

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

[Chorus]

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

[Chorus]

[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong – Forfeit the game
(You live what you've learned)
You have to act like you're someone – Forfeit the game
(You live what you've learned)
You want someone to hurt like you – Forfeit the game
(You live what you've learned)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you've learned)

mask

2010-08-11T14:20:00.001+08:00

Just as one person cannot represent the human race

one word cannot describe a person

but a mask.

which mask are you wearing?

tell me

2010-08-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

You're always okay. or at least that's what you tell me.

I actually feel happy when you tell me that. for real

and then you go on to tell the whole world that you're not.

what are you trying to prove man. like seriously.

you dont have to put up a facade. you really dont

and maybe you dont trust me. why should you?

but really. please please please tell me.

it makes a difference when you do.

cause at least you know.

that I'm listening.

hush

2010-08-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

if you got something to say

either wait for the crowd to hush

or step up and tell the crowd to shut up

cause they're not going to stop talking, not for you

and if you're gonna shout, they wont hear a thing.

but do you truly honestly believe

that anyone's listening?

I am.

2010-08-08T08:01:00.000+08:00

I'm happy.

for I have company.

on this lonesome journey.

called life.

I'm angry.

for I have homework.

on this pitiful holiday.

called week 7.

I'm happy.

for I have you.

on this fleeting moment.

called eternity.

I love you.

haha my teacher taught us that in an essay, if you write two for and one against your stand should be for unless the against point is super strong but even then it's a lot harder to pull off. from the above argument I conclude that I'm happy! xD

and then I realised

2010-08-07T08:55:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU

awesome song:)

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.

If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.

was talking to myself xD

Let's play. Catching (:

2010-08-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

when you've gotta play catch up.

you know you're behind the rest.

weaker, slower, lousier.

catch up. physics. chem. Math (surprise surprise)

It's 3am. let's catch some sleep.

TAGGGGG. you're it!

Week 6

2010-08-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

it's like week 6.

I didnt even notice.

we've got so much to do.

that much left to play with.

Curtains down

2010-08-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Buckley dramafeste, or drama feast as a whole was super awesome srsly.

I love you guys (:

SHUDDAP!

xD

RINCC

2010-08-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

ALL ADJUSTMENTS CUT.

and we all passed out.

we're nothing now.

our time is over.

In your own words

2010-07-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm torn.

Hello(:

2010-07-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

haha heyy i cant believe you actually remember! but anyway It's really really okay. like. Yeah hopefully it goes far(: It will one lah. Anw don't sweat it cause i know you would've done it for me too right right right? xD haha the picture is damn awesome thanks(:

haha yeahhh see CIP IS GOOD FOR YOU. MAKES YOU HAPPIER!

First week of school

2010-07-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Haha i skipped super a lot of posts. JUNE HOLS went by like that ><>

anw first week of sch was kinda mad. myct is damn killer i tell you. heh

Then long weekend cause of YOOF DAY so went back m'sia to visit my grandparent. my grandmas. aren't exactly at peak physical condition so. it's kind of sad lah.

My grandma's house has super a lot of lizards i swear. like i was sleeping there looking up at the ceiling. sia lah got at least 15 I COUNTED. haha and it's cool cause they chase each other, chase the same fly, make noise, fight, all UPSIDE DOWN. how cool is that. and the lizard in my house just ate a butterfly. ><

If you think that's gross. my sis keeps a spider she caught. and she feeds it all kinds of stuff. now it's damn fat.

Haha this post is super random cause i needa go back to math like now now now. cause i suck at it :(

If' you're reading this and you need some cheering up. CHEER UP YO. cause it ain't worth frowning for.

First H.E.L.P! street sales

2010-06-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

were quite screwed cause of me. BUT MY AWESOME OT MANAGED TO HELP SALVAGE THE SITUATION.

THANKS GUYS. (lol girls heh)

hmm went rich's house to collect stock, go down to orchard, set up table set up stall sell sell sell get damn tired. GO REDEEM FREE DRINKS FROM STARBUCKS (cause we're cheapo like that) keep the stall cab back to rich's house, camwhore at his house eat. go home xD

super tiring. but the OT makes it fun ^^

Wednesday!

2010-05-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Whee yesterday was school till 3.30 (which included philo test, chinese debates and collecting my bro's recommendation letter) Last of Teddy Tang's lessons, he's a good teacher lah (: honestly.

went for ortega cup trials and realised that the goal is super duper huge. conceded one but i guess it's okay. bleh. GK trials nxt wed. I have HCI SLC O.o bleh. oh wells

Then. VSMP (volunteer service management programme) quite interesting lah, was abt leadership. Similar to the RLP LCM and MICEE but then like in 3 hrs cant do much lah. worth it though (:

dinner and calling ppl till 11.

reach home 12

crashed till 5am xD

wheeeeeeee.

It's because

2010-05-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today's training was insane (: laps. pull ups. inclined pull ups. calf raises. jumping jacks. burpies.

Had a talk cock sing song session for about half an hour. was quite cool larh. talked abt orientation and then. MY IDEAL GIRLFRIEND. right.

haha sec ones (: started off giving general preferences to telling my life long story hehe. NO NAMES xD

SOCCER. is therapy.

Woah but the end of training 55 push ups ended super badly omg. like the v last push up my left shoulder just made a pop sound and it just locked and gave. had to fall out of dismissal. heh scary sia.

But like I said.

It's because, when you love something it's perfect no matter what.

Post midyears hehe

2010-05-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

were FUN!

spent Friday stoning with joseph and waiting for pang and the rest to go watch movie but then my hp died then i cannot contact them -.- heh

SATURDAY i played with myself (: uhhhh the computer? games ^^ hint hint wink wink.

do i look like such a guy?

went out on SUNDAY with shi jie lum joseph to play bmt. srsly quite fun haha but crazy sia v tired xD haha i super jacked larh talking about believing that animals have feelings too and a giant spider like thingum dropped on my shirt. in MGS. wahhh hip lah. scary ttm. haha after that went food court to eat. a lot.

TODAY my dear yfc group meet from 2 to 6+ then meet mentor then eat then lan until dno what time. crazy ppl. and no DOTA IS DAMN LAME. xD

Friday.

2010-05-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

This is just a random post.

cause it's friday!

and mycts are nxt wk. and i'm gone case for math.

but i'm slowly getting better so that's awesome.

AND I NEED TO SLEEP MORE. sorry to all the ppl interested in the SS video.

and of course i want to parade command(:

Over

2010-05-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Dylan's email was a wake up call. that my life in NCC, my four. eventful. years with some of the best and the worst people on the planet. is almost over. And it's really sad. I just wanna eke out every last minute of training. And make sure that i left a mark on my sec ones. I never realised. that throughout the course of one short half year, I've grown really fond of them and. It's gonna be over soon. the entire dream. the RI dream.

What looked like the distant future, has come crashing down on me. heh

MID YEARS

2010-04-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

are very scary!.

ugh.

2010-04-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes I wonder.
do i deserve to be a rafflesian?
my math. my chem. my hmt. all cmi.

ORA

2010-04-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

ora was super crazy

haha 34 hrs of insaneness. with 4 hrs sleep before xD WIN.

thurs woke up 6am. slept 2am.

Friday woke up 6am. then sch. then inter house chess. then go down to VWO collect stock. then go JP house do YFC. then DO UNTIL NXT DAY 6AM W/O slp. O.o

Saturday was ORA day. which meant RM, YFC (selection interview + ora stall),cousin's KL wedding.

haha was freaking insane luhh. RM WAS AWESOME. we din break even BUT WE WERE 200 SHY. AND WE ARE AWESOME CAUSE WE STILL GOT SPARE. WE PROFIT SUPER LITTLE. AND WE MADE PEOPLE HAPPY. YAY.

YFC was ok lah. haha we earned like total total 300++? which is a lot mind you. haha AND WE GOT INTO THE COMPETITION RAWR.

the wedding was pretty cool xD then drove to tampin, stay in motel. nxt day visit grand ma. drive back. reach home SUNDAY 5PM. SHAGGED TTM.

haha then i still had the national public speaking thing to do. which was today haha.

was cool lah. din win any accolades (din expect to anyway) but i really exceeded my own expectations. and it was a gd experience. HAHA.

Bumsoo you rock

LET US BE BRILLIANT.

In the middle of an insane week.

2010-04-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

And i'm freaking tired and dead.

SUPER FORGETFUL NOW

And the worst has yet to come.

Just cause i'm from RI doesn't mean I can't aim for a pass.

And i'm still living on that hope that it could happen again

ORA.YFC.SCH.

tired like mad. today's my only time i'm free-er to talk. so yeah.

GRAB IT.

GGXX

2010-04-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

And the insane week begins tmr!

let's hope that ORA goes well. for both yfc and RM heh xD

Touching Hearts

2010-04-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

after bio in the morning (cause we missed both bio lessons and i missed both bio makeup sessions), I went to the touching hearts concert which was pretty cool.

basically it was a concert to raise awareness about autistic ppl, something which i am familiar with lor, cause for ORA we're working with Autism Association so it's quite relevant. but the performances were good lah. haha the singer at the start was super good, but way too high and soulless. everyone tot so anyway. dances, choir etc were all pretty cool luh.

Ryan Seah's dance was super gd. like, srsly super imbar. haha he OWNED beck. haha he was srsly wicked. the buckle routine was ^^ haha quote beck ><

after the thing ended the entire grp of us went to KFC to eat. then halfway the manager like took the bin and emptied the entire thing on the floor. bloody scary. like he threw the bin onto the ground, then picked it up and shook the contents out. that's like angsty to the max, talk abt customer service. heh cause someone left something on the tray and it got cleared so he asked the manager to help find the thing, then he kind of just emptied it on the floor. rly rly scary.

THEN WE WENT COTTON ON TO CAMWHORE AND POSE xD haha we're all super retarded ^^

Crescent Girl's Invest

2010-04-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmm their invest was pretty good luh. Like the dance at the end was srsly super cool. cause it was rather sync and quite awesome. YEAH SOMETHING YOU CAN NEVER GET RI GUYS TO DO THAT EN MASSE, cause ppl (like me) will just psychomoto fail and the entire thing will gg. heh but the singing item wasn't spectacular like what kai yang said it would be. but it was ok i guess. beat ours anyday

TOURING was quite sian. cause like we werent interacting much then the whole thing it's just this is the xyz. then fadhli and i were like oh ok cool. OMG WHY WE DONT HAVE THIS IN OUR SCH. that kind of thing lah. so yeah. and the tourguide was blur lor haha. For them everyone has a tablet pc. and lessons are conducted through those. is that cool or what. haha but then again we dont use text books but it'll still be really cool if we could just have lessons with tablets lah.

And guess what, they got 3-D labs, a foosball table and Wii in their canteen. So it was quite cool lah. i dont think kemama is gonna be half as good. And gryphon's lair was shot down by the sch admin. our foosball table is like 1/4 the size (and 1/20 the height ^^) and super banged up alrdy. and it's only been half a term -.-

Fadhli was a joke xD haha. the CGS dh was like hi, welcome to crescent girl's sch. then he was like oh. WELCOME. EPIC.

NCC

2010-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Angsted the ENTIRE cca today. and it doesn't feel good. Damn. I think they hate me to the core now. sucks to play the bad cop.

What to do and what not to do during Earth Hour. xD

2010-03-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

1. NEVER EVER take a shower five minutes before Earth Hour.

I was naive enough to think that five minutes was enough for a good long hot shower. My sister proved me wrong. Halfway through my earth shaking (omg pun! pun!) shower encore of my hit song, my sis shouted EH. EARTH HOUR LIAO. 8.30 LIAO. And I was like yeah yeah ok. Then suddenly *lights switches off* -.- I had to complete my shower, and my performance in pitch blackness.

2. Don't leave your lights on, don't even try to sneakily do it.

As I walked out of my pitch black bathroom into my somewhat lighted (by street lamp) bedroom, I realized that some of my neighbours had left their lights on. Fret not. There were already a bunch of kids (westerners and asian) prowling the neighbourhood for any signs of evil people masterminding global warming and world domination. They were like shouting out loud (to the ppl in the unit + embarrassing them to everyone within a 1000km radius) like seriously. THIS IS INSPECTION. UNIT XYZ! SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS NOW. I REPEAT. SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS NOWWW. It's good to know you've got a bunch of vigilante groups out by your doorstep to prevent evil.

3.Kids make good environmentalist

I decided to do a bit of PT cause i couldnt do anything else. cause it was DARK. so no com, no tv, no books. then like halfway some kid decided he would start a green revolution by shouting about how if all 6 billion ppl in the world switched off their lights for an hour, the amount of electricity saved would be able to do XYZ things. and apparently his voice could be heard from Malaysia too.

but earth hour was interesting lah, haha pretty boring, BUT it's kinda cool to see the lights going off slowly.

Pls do note that the above 3 comments are not intended to hurt or attack anyone, but to share about my experiences in Earth Hour. Dont later come sue me for insulting someone cause I DID NOT.

ORA + NCC + RJ DF '10

2010-03-14T14:45:00.000+08:00

ORA

went to meet CCF last last thurs. and AA last thurs. both are damn sad lah. so now we dont rly noe who to work with. sian.we'll see how it goes lah. gonna work with both for ORA tho.

NCC (dragon boating)

was damn lame compared to SLC dragon boating. but fun nevertheless.

RJ DF'10

was.damn.awesome.

the plays were all damn bloody good lah. and like they're only 1/2 yrs older then us noe. The scripts were like really damn good.Sadly din get to watch the MR one which was abt a straight couple trying to fit into a homosexual world or smthing.

YES MY EIGHTY CENTS.

but, the rest of the plays were rather good lah

Prefect's Invest 10

2010-03-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

This yr's PI was decent lah i guess. Tho i din rly have much ownership over it like i did last yr, i think it was fun. with one of the highlights being the kemama cleaup.

everything went rather well that day. BUT ZHI YUAN DIN INCLUDE ME IN THE WELFARE SHOT. grrrr. and kai yang and amos. TALL PPPL UNITE xD

haha touring was cool lah i guess. toured cedar with daniel. but then like cause i had been sleeping at 1-2 am for the past week and a half. i was DAMN lifeless. like half dead liddat. heh.

Kemama Clean-up + Kuo Chuan Invest

2010-03-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

Kemama SHOP.

Welfare went down last thurs to clean up the shop. which was awesome cause we spraypainted the table PINK! haha and the decor is awesome. the games were awesome

WELFARE IS AWESOME.

heh it started off badly cause i was late for clean up ><>

Friday 26/2/10 (Kuo Chuan invest + PI rehearsal)

Kuo Chuan was cool lah. but honestly i thought i got the date wrong when i walked into like a sch w/o ushers at the entrance or anything. AND THERE WERE NO OTHER SCHS. haha so v. out of place lah. had to walk in with blazer and everything hoping i got the date right and wouldn't make a fool out of myself haha.

turns out i was early by 15 or so minutes (board policy is half hr tho) so yeah that was why. Somehow, someone itotally didn't knw knew my name (arjun told her) so i was like omg how you know. xD. Toured the sch with some sec 2 girl called vicky or micky or smthing (couldn't rly catch) yeah but it was cool lah. Went into the audi and realised that 4 schs came AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WENT ALONE. so damn sian when waiting.

the invest was pretty cool lah. like got principal msg via video xD haha and the normal nitty gritty stuff lah. hmm afterwards went out for the reception and just talked lor. heh it rained so i just talked with the Kuo Chuan Councillors (stephanie, coral and some one else) yeah so was pretty cool lah. Met a old RI boy frm batch of 2000 who was taught by ms grace chong too! haha that was pretty interesting lah.

WALKED BACK TO RI IN THE RAIN ALONE. haha.

Training no 4

2010-02-22T21:13:00.001+08:00

NCC was ok today. Thought them new drills and stuff like that. staircase training, PT and the like. WAR GAMES XD. haha the new batch of sec 1s are like super enthu. let's hope it keeps up.

SOCIAL DOCUMENTARY + SOCIAL ISSUES SPEECH

are so retarded.

i don't noe whether can do well not.

heh i'm damn retarded lah. this is so freaking random.

Bittersweet Friday

2010-02-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today was damn hardcore. after sch i had to chiong out a compre i missed due to total defence, then go archives, MISS MY CHEM EXTRA LESSON then go for buckley house day^^

haha house day was fun lah. Sometimes i thought the exco (including me) could have helped in crowd control but then I dno lah. haha i'm just a small fry XD. hmm but it was quite awesome lah.BUSHIDO '10 -way of the warrior XD

hmm after house day went to print some stuff with the welfare peeps for welfare. omg the printer whole day jam sia, then kena suan by the staff. heh

Went Changi Airport to send off my brother. X:

tmr got to go for PI rehearsal. heh dieee.

CNY celebrations

2010-02-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa for the take5 inter-house sandcastle and amazing race competition

We totally owned MOOR. haha with 8 ppl against their 20++ sandcastle builders. haha proves that number spam doesn't work all the time. Daniel Siew was damn bloody awesome, hammering in the steps. haha alright nuff' ego alrdy. (first picture post^^)

after take5 went back to RI. CAUSE SOME IDIOT *ahem ahem YONG XIN* FORGOT TO FREAKING LOCK THE KEMAMA SHUTTER -.- see lah ppl like me so nice, then kena exploited by the scouts. first flying from boon lay to RI to pass the bloody uniform^^ haha -burnt my entire saturday away- then now wasting my precious cny day XD

you.watch.out.

haha then went to nyps -more like wen kang's house- to play wii, cards, basketball etc not forgetting the totally brainless survivor -.- with joseph, wenkang, pei da, cheng can, jeremy wong, nico, eunice, tammie, shi yan. haha was quite fun lah, as in meeting up with ex classmates and TOTALLY changing their impression of me XD muhahaha. I AM A SCREWED UP JOKER. lol

uhh if i offended anyone with my (unintentional) insults and suans. i hereby extend my sincere apology. yeah, i dont wanna be the mean tall stickman. trust me, really.

hmm after that went to some 6th ave zhichar stall to eat with nico, tammie, joseph and pei da. was quite fun lah. hmm.

On the whole i think this entire crash someone's house then go eat is so much more effective than catching a movie (ughhh passengers) cause like there's more interaction and time to catch up lah hahas. yeah but we're sec 4 liao so i dno how many more of these we will have. hopefully manymanymany. but then alrdy we are getting busier and stuff so yeah try try try.

MALAYSIA CNY

went back to M'sia frm sat to mon. did absolutely no work. gonna dieee. hehe. was ok lah. albeit awkward, i think it was a lot better than previous gatherings haha -no details + red tape + censor censor censor- Mostly just eat sleep talk sleep eat. haha

ALL IN ALL I THINK IT WAS QUITE FUN.

On a serious, emo note, i'm rly scared. cause like each time i go back. it might be the last time i see my grandmother. And it's not the first time i've cried. When you see someone that strong falter and weep. You'll be scared too, but you can't do nothing but say that everything's gonna be fine and everything's gonna be ok.

heh. work beckons.

Gombak 2-1 Balestier Khalsa. Arsenal bleh

2010-02-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

Haha yeahhh Gombak United won XD might go and catch their thursday game cause friday is NEW YEAR CELEBRATIONS at SENTOSA. muhahaha. take 5 sandcastle building. XD

Arsenal ah. sian. lose again.

omg i'm feeling damn random today.

haha delivered invites to st nicks, cedar and pioneer with sheng shiong XD dylan only went st nicks with us. heh got lost looking for pioneer sec. bleh haha it was like walking walking walking like damn long round and round. MISLEADING signs lah pls. damn dk, if i were in AQ like you, it would have been nothing. haha.

omg omg omg i'm super random today. time to hit the books.

chinese. MATH.

The S-League and SATURDAY!

2010-02-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

heh. I officially hate PANG XD. haha lol yesterday after merit cca trail + banner painting, i was like going to go home when he asked me to go buy food for him. (Ultimate value box, cheese fries, milo) So like, as the super nice guy I am ^^, I decided to help him cause he had something on.

and cause i was supposed to go watch the gombak vs tampines game, i rushed rushed rushed. ALL THE WAY TO MACS. haha and you DO NOE that ultimate value meal is KFC XD. SO I REPEATED EVERYTHING PANG SAID TO THE GUY AT MACS HAHAHAHAHHA.

totally awesome lah that guy. i said er, one Ultimate value box, cheese fries, drink change to milo. haha the ppl around me must have tot i was a bimb like DESMOND or smthing. haha but the guy behind the counter is an improv genious lah. he was like, oh so you want the fillet o fish, curly fries and milo? I was like eh shit shit i'm went to the wrong damn place. so i was like uh yeah yeah, add a mc chicken student meal (for me) haha. so like i bought the thing and beat the hell out of there. damn pai seh lah wth.

THEN I STILL GET SCOLDED BY PANG FOR BUYING THE WRONG STUFF.
i FORGIVE you haha relax

so after dinner i chiong back to jurong west stadium. reached damn late. gombak was already 1-0 down. so i just watch till the end. no more goals tho. heh MAKE ME MISS HALF OF GOMBAK'S OPENING GAME..

heh

SATURDAY

went all the way frm boon lay to sch to lend fu kang my no. 4. see lah i'm nice or what. heh then went to help invites. PI IS GONNA ROCKKK. hmm oh wells, had damn lot of fun screwing around with naishad, kevan, kuan hien (sp?), samuel WITTBURGER and some other guys

oh wells. i havent done any work yet. screweddd.

TRIGO. is. KILLING. ME. bleh.